An inherited guilt I bear
My home, my haven, raised I was hereThrough summers superb and winters austereOur family’s home for generations elapsedIt was rectified, fortified, registered, taxed
But ever since I started living here aloneFrom the shadows now and then echoes quietly a moanA lament without mourner, a story without tellerA naked accuser waits down in the cellar
Whispering from the wallsLurking through the halls
I start to dream of a desiccated springSurrounded by skinny bodies that to it clingWith different skin and faces not like mineI wake up drenched in sweat, suspecting a crime
And so, in the cadastre I’m looking for a clueTo find this house’s worth didn’t gradually accrueIt was taken in a flash, evidence then swiftly razedThen replaced with a new culture and haughty self-praise
Realize this was never mineAs from the walls I hear it chime
“The land you flagrantly claimed, it harbours no truth”Voices shrill accuse, I know no excuseFor the sin in our nation’s youth
The devil in the basement, he’s screaming my nameRacks me in my dreams, while he plots and schemesHis stories of theft and rape and shame
Fear struck I run homeThe air now feels noisomeAll the houses look the sameAnd all neighbours bear my frame
Shut the door, lock it, bar windows, then rush to armsPeek through windows, neighbours now viciously contorting formsFrom below hear him, run upstairs, but still now calmFrom the hall croaking, he draws near, to bear my qualm
And now I lie awake in my bed, the gun clenched in my fist as I feel:
These walls were built for a ghost, to harbour the truthBut we spoiled it all, sold out who we areRenamed the land to find that there’s
A devil in the basement, he’s screeching my nameKnows my every groove, controls my every moveA mere pawn in his cursed game
It all has been stolen, it’s all been a lieMillions purified cry from heavens highEven in sleep I keep an open eye
For no one came to help me, and I am aloneFrom his hellish throne came so I atoneAs from the corner I hear him groan
Aloft his glowing eyes two horns trump, as in a bellow he speaks
“Shed thy hopeFor thou are mineNo god will take thee from my arms again.”